wow, its been a while since i last wrote here, as u can see. well, somebody got me into the mood to write on here today, so yea. here's an overview of this week, so far:

Monday - nothing

Tuesday - we won our first outdoor meet against Wheeling!!! hehe, it must've been a close match since i thought we lost for a while. they were really good relay runners. but some of our runners performed some catcher-upper, kick ass races!! as for me.....well, i sucked. fuck, i ran .16 sec slower than a month ago!! Jesus fuckin' christ, wats wrong with me!!?? y do i always do bad in meets and good at practices??

anyway, one thing made me feel better - Victoria's comment to me. she said that she's glad that she ran in the same heat as me (100m) 'cuz i made her run faster. haha, then i jokinly replied, 'cuz im slow, rite?' .

im tired of writing, i'll just write in bullets....

* i felt so stupid cuz i was the only one who forgot to bring my team sweat pants, so i had to wear my dark blue ones, which really stood out

* i was afraid taht coach would ahve a no uniform, no meet policy like my former coach does, but thankfully, he doesnt

* a place with the whole track team is not a good environment for doing HW since i failed to finish both my math and english HW. Tale of Two Cities didnt even make sense even tho it was suppose to b easy chapters.

* i wasnt nervous for the 100m, but was kind of nervous for the 200m

* was glad and honored when Hoover chose me to be in her heat, which is one of the first ones (faster runners go in earlier heats)

* i told mom tat i would b back at Fremd at the same time. i meant 'same time' as in the same time i got back from previous meets, but she thought i meant same time as in the last time she had to go pick me up (team pic. day), which was about 5:30. and i didnt get back 'till 7:00. she was so pissed and mad at me. and i wsa like so pissed, too. i was like, 'fuck u! i meant the same time as in 7ish, you moron!'

Wednesday - nothingness

Thursday - watch our school's annual prom fashion show.

Friday - hmm........dont no. waiting for gemma??

nothing much is going on at school. but i feel like writing something......so here ya go:

its kinda weird how both of my fav. quotes have the word 'peeing' in them. i mean, 'peeing' is not exactly a quoty word.....or is it? hmm....maybe its the 21st century's hot, new word for quotes, haha. okay, tats dumb. i shall now stop being foolish. anyway, here are the 2 quotes tat im talking about:

"Happiness is like peeing - everyone can see it, but only u can feel the warmth."

"Having a smoking section in a restaurant is like having a peeing section in the pool."

k, im out of things to say. later.

hey y'all!! its 2004!!! lol, i  no its kinda late but i havent wish anyone on here HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! yet, so there u have it!

another long year had passed with many incidents happened. Gone through the many phases I've never before gone through. So much new experiences, learned so much knowledge, and saw many different events and places. I think I had grew a lot this passed year and been through and even understood and resolved some teenage stuffs. Not exactly conflicts, you no, just......stuffs. Also, some more people came into my life. Some who i know since, like, forever, had became bitchy (aunty from my dad's side) and we're not 'related' anymore. Some who i also known for a long time had became even closer. Well, i guess tats life. Things cahnge as each year goes by. Huh.....I'v soon gonna be one more year older - 15. not that little anymore, haha. so how shold i make myself more mature and not just my age getting older? let's start with goals tat are actually achieveable and not fantasy-ish.

Goals:

Chess-wise:

1.only lose at most 2 games at the IHSA chess tournament in Feb.

2. hold on to my 7th board till the end of 9th grade

3. move up to 3rd board by the end of 2004

4. only lose at most 2 games in practice meets of 2004-2005 school year

5. win money inthe unrated section of the Chicago Open, or any kind of moeny tournament

6. Work on more sacrifices - and follow up with the correct moves

7. bring some of the chess tactics into play

8. play better with black pieces

Education-wise:

1. Get onthe honor roll

School & School Involvement-wise:

1. participate in Math Team, Chess Team, Molde United Nation, Track, and S.O.S. Maybe cross-country and art club

2. volunteer in teaching chess till the end of 2004 and other events till i have at least 50 hours of volunteer hours

3. be the MC of Chinese New Year program for Chinese School

4. win either first or second place in the Chinese vocab contest for school and the entire Chicago area

5. get at least one perfect score ribbon for Math Team

6. write my own Chinese School graduation speech on my own

Personal Beneficial-wise:

1. exercise at least 15 min. everyday

2. drink 8 cups of water a day

3. do sit-ups everyday

4. learn to play most of the songs in the piano book

5. continue to write in my journal

6. only watch at most an hour of T.V. per day and an hour of internet (not counting school work research). *unused T.V. minutes can be use some other day* *T.V. and internet time are inter-switchable*

Physical Fitness-wise:

1. get 6:30 or faster on the mile run

2. get rid of my stomach fats

Other Goals:

1. MAKE UP NEW GOALS WHEN THE OLD ONE IS ACHIEVED!!!!!

well, hope y'all r planning to do something worthwhile this year. At least something, one thing, tat u'll b proud of. later all.

wat up y'all! wat up. doing GREAT here at my cousins in MI. gonna stay there the whole break; its gonna be soooo fun. arrived at my cousins' on sunday afternoon, went shopping rite away......cousin got an awesome new digital camera. i want one, lol. and yesterday, we just kinda did stuffs......lol, dont exactly no wat.....oh, yea, watched A Beautiful Mind. its such a good movie. a little bit too long maybe, but still got my attention. and the imaginary people look like ghosts sometimes, but tats just me, lol. cuz im weird. we dont have like any snow here in MI, aaaaahhh!!! hows tat possible!!?!? the snow was actually melting - MELTING!! - yesterday. it was like 40 some degrees.....in winter! grrr, pisses me off so bad, cuz i want the lake to freeze so we can go ice skate!! oh well.......i'll give it a few more days.

huh......im gonna miss chesslive.....lol. not gonna b there in 2 weeks while im here with my cousins! anyway......talked to Mike D. said our schools mite b able to play each other in jan. and hopefully we will, otherwise we'll have like no matches in jan and its gonna b soooo boring! but then again, the state chess tournament's in feb, which is gonna come sooner than any of us think. soooo excited for it. cuz we going to springfield for it, and i've never been there before. feel kinda sorry for the school tho....hehe cuz im the only girl on the team, and becuz of me, they need to get an extra hotel room....all for me, lol. feel so special. and we need extra female chaperons for me too, haha. so i better perform well at states.

we wanna go watch Mona Lisa Smile sometimes. dont no when yet. wat bout y'all??? haha, tell me.

well, tats it for now. y'all have a good winter break now. ugh, still have my stupid english project tat my stupid teacher assigned us to do. plus, the book report. better give me a good grade this time, or imma be pissed, lol. oh, and i have to do researches for the chinese new year party cuz im the MC (host) of the new year show/party. and also, study for frickin' history, other wise imma b soo dead when midterms come......i'll prolly b dead anyway, but oh well. haha.

later y'all!!